like ice cream ...

like tasting ice cream for the first time in your life .. so cold so sweet so refreshing as you gulp that piece of ice and it melts down your throat ... he was like that ... just like ice cream ...his touch was so cold and his words were so sweet ... he melts down over my body transmitting the most chilling waves ... in a hot summer day he was my cold breeze ... he had the power to block the sun away and make the shadows freeze ... but unlike a Disney land movie a children fiction story .. eventually he had to leave ... winter had come and the sun was gloomy ... clouds at the sky deprived him from finding me ... as I'm watching this pouring rain from my window ... " yea yea whatever .. I can't stay " those last words he shed was so tart ... at the time ... I wasn't sure how to respond ... I slept the nights with a broken heart ... many days I prayed for that memory of him to be discard ... yet the flare was bigger than just moving forward .. now winter is about to depart ... and summer is about to start ... yet I still didn't get him out of my heart ... this is so hard .. I'm going retard .. I'm tearing apart .. I think this summer will be so hot ...