i saw you yesterday ...

you were wearing a black wool sweater ... it's so nice it suits you a lot .. your hair  had grown since the last time I saw you ... I like it that way , it suits you ... you had a fixed smile upon your face ... it transmitted the warmth through my body right away ... I wanted to say many things .. i wanted to say that I missed you ... that you look so great .... that I'm glad you are okay ... that you look like you gained weight which means you are keeping your promise ... I thought of approaching ... maybe I'd get a scent of your smell or hear your cute giggles .. but then I remembered that all this prettiness will disappear if I came closer than this .. it's like a mist .. the more I approach from it .. the more I realize I'm not meant to be there ... so I should watch from far .. oh I forgot to tell you ... I'm happy in this place ...  I'm getting used to it ... I'm also writing a new story ... the hero has your face ... hope I can finish it .. maybe it'll reach you ... it'll be a message telling you that I'm moving forward at my own pace .. I'll be ending this message now cause I hate talking to you knowing there won't be any replies ... so I'll just end this message like the old says ... take good care of yourself .. sleep well and eat well .. and Never take that smile off your face .