Saturday, August 15, 2015

my past, my present...

my past is suicidal 
yet he breath 
he holds a face of shame 
he bears the looks of disdain 
yet he glows like a golden flame 
my past is a victim 
and i committed the crime 
he is the one to suffer 
i'm the one that weeps 
oh poor past , i shall pray against you 
the sour fate is hanging in your sleeves 
your sins are permanent stain 
you weight nothing but pain 
i must not heave 
so fall a sleep or leave 
leave my past, let the present bring some peace 
shed some serenity upon my grieve 
my present, i beg to be dauntless 
seize what made me thoughtless 
present mighty present 
answer this wandering heart 
why love is ought to exist ?
why hiding it is the forbidden part ?
why its sorrow must not be discard ?
dear past ... 
once i acquaint with this oblivious piece 
i shall make it a head stone on your grave 
and you shall permit the present to save 
the soul that is asking to be brave
i'll sing to you a hundred lullaby 
i'll look away as my tear pass by 
i'll listen carefully as u say goodbye ...